goal analysis

I was on travel for few days and all the time I was incidently thinking on my change process.
The "magic" three words which occurs in all three languages are time, process, result.

So, what do I really want?

Time
I will have time.
Hmm, I have time. To get more time is not really possible, there is a natural limit, or ;-)?
I do need to be more precise: I want to spend my time differently.
In order to do WHAT?

Long pause for thought.
I know what I do not want. But that does not answer my question.

Long pause for thought (Honestly, I already think about half an hour. My neighbors coming alonge and ask me how I feel, why I am not going to the beach- it is sunny and warm here).

I want to rest.
I want to have time to be at home here in Fitou, time to restore our house, time for reading books, time to learn French, time to travel -  just for fun.

Process
What detains me spending my time like that?
What went wrong there? I mean, millions live just like this: go to work for some houers, go home, have free time, make holidays ,.... Why not me?

I want to find that out!

Wished result
 A calmer life, more serenity, time for leisure.